Into the thick of things and realizing there is a comfort in that

Being back at work feels good, I feel like i've re-entered the 'world' again. I didn't realize how much my life is structured around the rhythm of work, lunch, afterwork, between work (weekend)....being away for a few weeks was kinda like floating endlessly. Even though my time was free to spend as I please it was almost as though I was reluctant to 'ruin' the beauty of that true freedom by booking an appt or making concrete plans with friends.

Now I can't wait to 'fill up my calendar' with exciting occurances, though when I do, I long for my free time!